Wednesday, July 18, 2012

LolaBeeisms

superficial people cannot keep it real with themselves so how do you expect them to keep it 100% with you...trying to impress others is for kids...if you can't be you than your just a waste of yourself.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Reevaluate

All relationships should be based on loyalty. We all need to trust that the people you open yourself up to will catch you before you fall, or at the very least pick you up and dust you off when you do. We have to learn to be good to each other. Reevaluate. -LolaBee

Monday, May 28, 2012

Be Still

The most productive of good is to sit in the absence of mention, other than your own mental reflection, giving place to your physical surroundings and significance of being, without opinion or contrary action.

LolaBee

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Journey

I just don't like certain thoughts entering my head
but its life...I'm accepting whatever it is that I need to do to
get to where I'm going and to leave behind who and what needs to be left behind....



 I'm still searching for that inner peace that I need to dwell
within me permanently...things and thoughts usually throw me...but then I
come back from that dark place I start thinking about things a lot deeper...its a process but
I'm patient...



Inner peace is something that you achieve, it is not received.


-LolaBee

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Going Out

I think that its so sexy when a man picks out your clothes and then watches you get dressed in it....anticipating the final touch right down to you applying lip gloss in the mirror. And when you glance up at him in the reflection..you witness his awe and admiration....

-LolaBee

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Rocket Love

I knew someone that loved this song. You can only appreciate it if you knew the lyrics....or if you've ever been here....or if you are there now....I saved you a seat.
"Rocket Love" (By Stevie Wonder)

Do Do Do, Do Do Do, Do Do Do, Do Do Do
Do Do Do, Do Do Do, Do Do Do-oo

I longed for you since I was born
A woman sensitive and warm
And that you were

With pride and strength no one would test
But yet have feminine finesse
And so much more

You took me riding in your rocket, gave me a star
But at a half a mile from heaven you dropped me back
down to this cold, cold world
Took me riding in your rocket, gave me a star
But at a half a mile from heaven you dropped me back
down to this cold, cold world

A female Shakespeare of your time
With looks to blow Picasso's mind
You were the best

Your body moved with grace and song
Like symphonies by Bach or Brahms
Nevertheless, oh oh

You took me riding in your rocket, gave me a star
But at a half a mile from heaven you dropped me back
down to this cold, cold world
Ooh you took me riding in your rocket, gave me a star
But at a half a mile from heaven you dropped me back
down to this cold, cold world

Da Da Da, Da Da Da, Da Da Da, Da Da Da
Da Da Da, Da Da Da-aa

The passion burning in your heart
Would make hell's fire seem like a spark
Where did it go

Just why that you would overnight
Turn love to stone as cold as ice
I'll never know

But you took me riding in your rocket, gave me a star
But at a half a mile from heaven you dropped me back
down to this cold, cold world
Baby you took me riding in your rocket, gave me a star
But at a half a mile from heaven you dropped me back
down to this cold, cold world

Cold, too cold, you took me riding in your rocket, gave me a star
But at a half a mile from heaven you dropped me back
down to this cold, cold world
Oh, Oh, Oh, took me riding in your rocket, gave me a star
But at a half a mile from heaven you dropped me back
down to into this cold, cold world
I would not do that to a dog
Took me riding in your rocket, gave me a star
But at a half a mile from heaven you dropped me back
down to this cold, cold world

You took me riding in your rocket, gave me a star
But at a half a mile from heaven you dropped me back
down to this cold, cold world

Ooh baby

Rocket love

(I think I love this song....)

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Beauty Of It All

A thorn hidden
blood trickles down my 
fingertips
as I smell the rose
and admire the beauty
my mind tells me to let go
because it hurts
my senses beg for the scent 
so nice
despite the thorns
as I continue to grip its
stem of reality
I lick my wounds 
and switch hands
getting pricked once more
the petals begin to fall
as I continue to inhale 
what is left of the aroma
I confused with love
but is nothing but a lustful scent
I inhale in desperation
as the last petal falls
leaving the bud
of what was once admired
leaving the thorns
closing my eyes and imagining
what was
which is no more
in my mind
I remember the beauty of it all 
I remember the smell of the rose
I drop the naked stem
and reach for another rose in bloom.

-LolaBee

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Under the Moonlight
















your hands
my thighs 
my eyes
your eyes
your lips
my thighs
your ears
my cries
your motion
our rhythm
your sweat
I'm wet
your grunts
my groans
our moans
your hands
my hips
my thighs open to 
your lips
my expression
my face
your hands are on my waist
I grind 
you grind
mixing our soul body and mind
until its time
its time
its time
my eyes
your eyes
you rest comfortably 
between my thighs
our calm
our silence
you can only hear our hearts beat
until we drift off under the glow
of the moon
bodies still in tune.


-LolaBee

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

One Exercise That May Hurt Your Sex Life



http://shine.yahoo.com/love-sex/guess-exercise-could-hurt-sex-life-174700739.html

Moving Forward...

In order for one to be confident, you must ignore the negative energy and embrace all the positive energy coming your way. Do not encourage people to continue to push your buttons. It will only make you doubt yourself.  You need self-assuredness and you will not find it in the nay-sayers. What good are they. Find all of the support and encouragement within yourself. Believe in yourself. When in doubt look to the people that have been in your corner all along.  


-LolaBee
Look past the shell and you will see the core...that's deep. 


-LolaBee

Monday, April 23, 2012

Sometimes life has a funny way of saying "fuck you too." 


-LolaBee


What I See

I see eyes that have seen a past
a mouth that tells a story
lips releasing the truth
I see you
as if I have never met you before
I see the glow of infinite wisdom 
as I try to emulate your mind
radiance
on a level misunderstood by 
the mortal limits of understanding
I see you
I see your diffidence
remnants of a rational being
years ago left behind
to pursue a more vigorous individual
I see certainty
as I relate to your state of being
confidence
as you slowly step forward
with your eyes that have seen a past
looks forward to what the future holds
a teacher willing to be taught and learned
tasting the flavor of perseverance
offering a bite
I see your willingness to undergo
an emotional metamorphosis
I walk into your world in mid transformation
a calm
a positive declaration intended
to give surety
stepping into guarded territory
I see you
offering an opening 
following your words towards an entrance
unafraid of the surroundings 
I trace the verbal footsteps 
of each word
and place them into my memory
I see you
words unspoken firmly established
through powerful thoughts
continuing to follow you through 
a mental hallway of wondernment.


-LolaBee

Spellbound

I see eyes that show his soul
I see lips that tell the truth 
I hear words that makes me smile
I see a man with a lot to show
and nothing to prove
Inspiration by way of a high spirit
A past that makes him human 
A present that shows his strength
His presence shows he's strong
Enough intelligence to teach
and patience to learn
A wonderful recipe for greatness
Differing from the ordinary
Eccentric
Eclectic
Astounding by way of high spirit
Feverishly spewing words in which I receive
Contagiously
Mirroring my thoughts with his
Conversing in poetic form 
Words intertwining 
and flowing through the air like a melody
dancing to the lyrical tunes
playing the same keys
unknowingly
But knowing in hindsight that
this is music 
songs from the soul
that form the soul
and I see you with my eyes closed
and I feel the meaningful sounds 
with my hands tied behind my back 
trusting every note to lead me
like a dim light in the darkness
following the beautiful thoughts
and feelings
by way of sound
Still possessing a quality pleasing to the eye
but made only for the soul to see
I see you
and I am bewitched.


-LolaBee

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Your words stimulate my ears like fourplay
Entering my head slowly and deliberately
Exploring every mental nerve
Giving brain
Receiving the same
Our lips do not touch
But the words stand between us
Like a lyrical embrace as they dance
Slow wine
Easing into the space between my ears
Sentences at a time
Falling in love with your expression
Receiving them before they fall
On some unappreciative woman's deaf ears
Your tantalizing speech
Causes my perception of the physical and verbal
To become one and the same
As I reach a euphoric plateau
Of poetic proportions
Appreciative of the oral exchange of sentiments
I release him from my proverbial grasp
And sigh...thankfully for the knowledge
I have received
Mind fucking me like a melodic shaft
We sit in silence and admiration
Of something awesomely new
To our experiences in life.

-LolaBee

Outercourse














My tongue presses against your ear as the heat tickles your lobe,
I exhale heavily slowly leaving a trail of moisture down the side of your neck,
As my lips do a playful dance on your clavicle,
I pause to inhale your fragrance,
Our pheromones engaged,
As my tongue continues a two step,
Left to right,
Swaying swinging gliding,
Down your Adams Apple to the middle of your chest,
Leaving butterfly kisses all over your upper body,
Down to your ribs,
Playing them like xylophone keys,
I tease,
With my eyes closed,
Seeing hues of purple,
In a room covered in black,
Moonlight shines on your body,
Oral secretions like trails of glitter,
A sensual glow,
I admire my sexual artwork,
As I engulf your masterpiece,
Into my mouth,
My hands remain,
Softly pressed against your hips,
As I effortlessly,
Stir a mixture of my dignity,
Inhibitions and elders' taboo,
My morale slowly and extensively pours down your pride like a spilled jar of honey,
I quickly playfully yet hungrily,
Lap up fluids as I orbit you,
Embracing the pulsation,
On my pallet,
Pausing,
As your world momentarily,
Goes insane,
Increasing rapidly without control....
Allowing me to retract your soul.



-LolaBee

A voice heard in tones the color of dawn
Rising like the sun with no other option than
To be seen
I hear your emotions
Raising up from your core
Currents performing a tondue in the sea
As the verbal waves generate my mind
Like tides approaching the shoreline.


-LolaBee

Saturday, April 21, 2012

That "Girl"

He carries her close to his heart
That Girl
Will spend his money on her
That Girl
He says she takes him to a whole new level
That Girl
A whole new...high
That Girl
That Girl is going to ruin you
That Girl is going to take you for all you have
That Girl
She tells you lies
That Girl
Says you are the only one for her
That Girl
Keeps you up late at night and makes you do things you wouldn't do without
That Girl
But you can't do without
That Girl
When I left you
That Girl
Comforted you
Her pure white skin smothered you as you embraced her
Inhaled her as she whispered in your ear
This girl Will never leave you
And you believed her
That Girl
Makes you feel like a man
When you need her to
That Girl
Is there when you call
Spoons you when you're asleep
And wakes you for more of her toxic loving
There's no one in the world like her
That Girl
Becoming your life in a world you don't care to acknowledge when you're with
That Girl
Becoming your death in a world that you forgot was here
Every time your with
That Girl.
-LolaBee

Friday, April 20, 2012

How do you talk to the Most High without asking for an excuse as opposed to forgiveness?

-LolaBee